I just realized that it's you who NEEDS me. So why I keep on seeking for you, your attension and your LOVE? Why the hell it all happen? That I'm very deffendent on what I feel for you, in a sense that I can't even close my eyes at night because I'm waiting to see what will happen during midnight till dawn and when I close it I imagining things that we used to do during those time. I can't understand why I feel so very insufficient for the two of us that's why you're doing this to me. Yeah I admit I expect to much to the extent that I give it all to you... Everything that I can give or should I say everything that you need. I am Partially incomplete because I don't have you here but I accepted it already, that you really don't care about us, about this whole thing about us, that I let myself to become stupid on believing on your last words that we can work it out, out of the boundaries we have and distance we had. Chance is the thing that we need and I think you know it from the first place but you let me take over as if I do know you and you knew that I will fall inlove with you and that's it! It happened. Like I sticks with our set-up without getting any conditions from you and you just let me be like this without asking if its really fine to me. I know. I know that I do have a lot of chance to open up with you when I found out what I really feel for you and its kinda wierd that I can't even try to speak out.
- Letters from Octavio
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